Friday, April 25, 2008

The Thin Red Line!

Yeah.  You know what my primary care doctor is good for?  He's good for referring me elsewhere! THAT'S what he's good for! Ok ok.  I know that he's just trying to be thorough and get me the best care possible, (read: save his own ass from making a mistake), but come ON!  Tell me to pee in a cup, send me on my way, and "Wait for the Urology office to call and schedule an appointment"?  Doesn't he know that this is ME?  I mean... It's ME right?  Chop Chop!  I need to be fixed YESTERDAY!  Screw everyone else... me, Me, ME!  Fix ME!  Whew... thanks for listening.  I needed that.

Alright, so here's the deal.  I have no news.  I have to go into the Urologist and get things scanned and prodded next week. Whatever.  Why worry about something that I have extremely limited information on?  I can't control it right?  SO... why worry?  All I really have to do is breathe... and things will happen as they're supposed to.

On an UPBEAT note... I swam 3000 yds today and felt fantastic!  All this rest is KILLING ME! You'll be happy to know that Coach Liz brought the smack down on me the other day and told me to listen to my body AND her... if you can yell in an email... she did... and I love her all the more for it.  Fairly light weekend of training to include some trainer time... blah blah blah.

To everyone that's racing this weekend... test your limits....

Breathe...

3 comments:

TriSherpa Di aka "Mrs Bigun" said...

breathe - and stay hydrated, very very hydrated.

Bigun said...

ahh....a little zimzam up the whipwoo...nice...have fun with that!

seriously, best of luck with the exams...

kt said...

Your right, you cant control the outcomes. I guess it is a good reminder that we only get one body and it is great to push it but you have to treat it respectfully and listen when it says "whoa".

Good luck with the tests and the training.